Seclusion

I lead a solitary life…by necessity sometimes and by choice most other times. This allows me a satisfying quality of contentment in living as well as a springboard space for curiosity. This life of seclusion is certainly not the norm and I have had to overcome much internal judgement and self-criticism. I was taught to view social connections as essential to happiness. It has taken a long while for me to recognize and value the many forms this can take.

I know that one cannot bring much to “outward” unless you are solid “inward.” It was a critical step for me to embrace that my most basic social interaction is with myself. Furthermore, I see God (Spirit) as an internal expression of power/redemption/compassion/humility. This means my connection with myself offers a sacredness that is overflowing, loving, creative, the source of curiosity, and eternal.

I have found many friendships to be enjoyable and fulfilling though they generally leave me exhausted. Pacing is essential for me to thrive with this additional sensory stimulation. I mostly seek the sharing of story, perspective, and laughter. I often offer this up with my writing.

I believe my purpose in life is to be present and compassionate in essential moments…”kairos.” Personally and professionally this has been about death, dying, and loss. Always, it is about transition in one form or another.

I am setting intention for this last stage of life to be about creativity, beauty and savoring. Full circle…to come around to childhood!